I didn’t hear your last words or see your last
eyes. I didn’t reach you in time, so I sat by your corpse,
silently saying goodbye. I am in that process,
not sour, not sweet, that yoked speaking which can’t
(because the heart won’t let it) utter its whispered
last word, but stutters instead like the awful-eyed
idiot of love, stroking a hand and thinking it speech.
Nothing pulses now from your cold, dead palm;
No sounds exit, no language leaks.
You’re beyond the infinite weakness of words;
I’m still in their thrall, caught in the thrashing
eloquence of unregistered inarticulate emotion.
What does death do? It petrifies pain, reifies loss,
installs nothing new, revokes everything old.